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Welcome to the final stage promises blur every line
written for a tragedy this is what I write back
theres no feeling more transparent than what you give
you've been here before it becomes an albatross hung around your neck burdened by selfishness burdened by the early grave celebrate the outcome calibrate the fall
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Settle down and fill the blanks hallucinate a fantasy life where the light always turns yellow at that awkward point when you dont know if we should go or stop this is the fantasy neither of us will dream living life on egg shells
eyes open while we sleep were you sleeping when i told you what you meant to me or were you just resting your eyes again you're the righteous one I know you were afraid this would last forever good thing you didnt try too fucking hard you turned away every time i said
I loved you now the thought of you fills me with shame
the scowl that you make is carved into my face,
scarred unable to comprehend what your superficial expectations were you dont know me anymore turn over new leaves and hear my plea fuck love its make believe
the jokes on me I wont admit it until you regret it
fuck me and say it break me down more til that empathy hits just right fill me in on what compassionate means to you end it before you settle for something worth fighting for I've had enough was this abuse good for you too?
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Dead between these sheets she lays still and lets the altar speak feeding her self esteem feeding our romantic atrophy throw your boguete into the grave find your self unused find your fucking picture perfect dreams confused
I'll find my peace at the fucking end I'm finding nothing but grief instead another bad look you're back on your shit again filling ears spelling goodbye with smoke across the sky I crisscross your face from these blind
expectations on blame my heart felt intentions for our demise and you have nothing to say close your eyes and look alive consume close your eyes and look alive now youre alone close your eyes and look alive yeah
This white picket fence you imagine so cold wont give you a sense of compassion no pulse break it off and feel some emotion so cold something you were never capable
no pulse lovely wedding quick and easy six feet under throw your boquete into the grave fabulous
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My future crippled in the arms of broken men perspired
off the glass like tears of unaccomplishment waiting..
hardships never forget the sound of the unarmed
happiness never remembers the voice of regret baited breath collapsing my lungs as fucked as i am at least im not you fuck your society socialite wannabe feeding the fucking plague keeping me on my knees I cant see you i cant open my eyes bloodshot from the desguise I cant listen i cant hear your voice or your throat gets slit with a smile Im back and forth on suicidal thoughts from a worthless life another impossible circumstance to convay to a fake millionaire dragging his weight through the prostitute isle as your coked up face awaits tonights cheap fixation you fucking waste of life kill everything you never deserved noone cares just kill yourself too
fuck this place ignore me while i see myself out you'll never see my face again sing halleluja
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Glower
02:50
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Let me introduce you to the knife she stuck in my heart this blade lets her down fails her style dull like her support bitterness is sharp carves the scar failing each others touch hello annihilation welcome to the last meal
pick my carcass clean living in my head rent free and
falling in and out of love just base your decisions on your fucked emotions twist the knife sharpen my spine why dont you abandon me abandon us why dont you abandon these wasted years and smiles why so glower
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Enter Lube
01:28
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Breaking Point 1 Karen 0
02:29
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Its the air in your lungs that drags us all down breathe out for good and float with all your friends drown your pain away with self satisfaction remedies betray now youll see what lies beneath facts of death start to bloom rots out the hole inside you turned away turned away from the clouds drama for you to gossip turned away turned away from the clouds now your priest is nowhere to be found
here in lies your faithful genocide just say goodbye the devils in the back seat I am god my blood is on your hands lick them cleaner dead ones float live ones sink
let me show you what I mean float this was your choice
self entitled enjoy the ride your church chartered just for you let the tide take you lonely at the bottom
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Left in the Lurch
03:02
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This was always meant to fall apart in my hands giving until it hurt getting nothing in return helping everyone
break their promises cast me out into the world you pollute with the status quo by your side, enjoy the house when i set it ablaze underneath the gun with my hand out I ask for someone share with me what you're blessed before i fall laughing as my head hits the floor failure isnt cheap I pay for it on my own shame reminds me of why i keep picking my wounds just let me bleed out leave me in the lurch to admire does it feel like I'm not ok will it heal all my disassembled strength no chance with everything I've learned that I'll pull myself out of this hole falling off
the ledge was what i was born to do nothing about me exists without a lack of faith dispair will dim these flames
when the smoke clears ill start over again without a will to go on I'm just trying to find my way home long walk in a loop
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Instead of discussion you fill writings on the wall with disapproval these fake conversations will still sum up who you are with no intent to save this dead inside
dead inside will you mend the decline of this love of your lies let it die you failed dead inside will you sing a new song pointing out every flaw let it die burn every memory
charished as a lull sentiment Is not a breath she takes
dead inside out never change time will never forget dead inside out Its the best advice i never got dead inside out
silenced by the blame no appolagies in hindsight i thank you for this gasping for air while she held her grip taught me how to hold my fucking breath so long
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My retribution follows behind these words spoken from a broken heart re-claimed failing to understand why you threw everything away It was all I ever wanted all for nothing you checked the fuck out you gave up on those famous words you gave into your faults to feed me a situational love fuck your regrets I buried my heart in you
you buried the past in me you checked the fuck out you buried the future I need you you need me just to be somebody else so i find myself locked out I lost the key
I know how it looks as you lie in shock trauma you're the one that put yourself there in the first place this is awkward but kharma comes back in the worst ways
I lost the key I lost the key honey I'm home tell me all your favorite mistakes tell me all your victim shit fuck this
bitter as before you came along leaving a wound that wont soon forget you now you know kharmas a bitch
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In Vogue
04:06
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Popular just like the anti christ no ambition stopping you
from following the heard leading us to parties with
coked up celebrities this beat starts to fuck my head
this beat starts to draw a line nothing here is real now
your industry fucked everything Into a coma caused by all your poor taste play the same song again progress
stopped when you quit caring about the future all you want is that same old beat played again and again were forever stuck in your subjection you're forever blind to
these bullshit idols the worst of us all get out from under my skin popularity is what you use to measure worth
In lieu of stupidity say it underground's where im supposed to be say it underground's where im supposed to be say it underground's where I'm supposed collapse your floor suckers heres the latest fashion trend you fucking suckers
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UNDER THE PIER Baltimore, Maryland
Chaotic heavy from Baltimore
Dylan Hall
David Amato
Jesse Witt
Ian Wilmot
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